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Do I Have Cancer … or Is It Just Stress?

  • Writer: Katharina Mahadeva
    Katharina Mahadeva
  • Jun 9
  • 3 min read

What your 2 AM ruminations reveal about your stress level



You’re not broken—your cortisol is just confused.


You’re lying awake at 2 AM, the quiet turning into a magnifying glass for every thought: 

❝Is this side twinge serious?❞ 

❝Is this stomach bloat some kind of cancer?❞


a woman resting her head on the bed sleepless at night
A sleepless woman resting her head on a bed at night

When the world is silent, your mind starts to shout. That persistent uncertainty about health, your future, or your identity becomes a storm in your head. And underneath it all? A racing stress response: cortisol surging and blocking your brain from shutting down.



Why your brain won’t let you sleep


Your body is stuck in stress mode. This dysregulated cortisol not only keeps your brain alert—it also makes those helpful grounding strategies harder to apply. Not because they don’t work, but because your biology isn’t ready to collaborate.


And worse? Repeated cortisol spikes don’t just mess with your sleep. They fuel inflammation, suppress immune function, and over time, can even promote the development and progression of chronic illness—including cancer.



The science, simplified


Chronic stress activates your HPA axis (hypothalamus-pituitary-adrenal axis, the command center for your stress hormones) and your sympathetic nervous system (your fight-or-flight response). Together, they create a cascade that disrupts your immune function and fuels inflammation—two core drivers of disease.


While stress alone doesn’t directly cause cancer, research shows it can worsen existing illness and reduce your body’s capacity to recover, repair, or respond to treatment.


👉 Let’s be clear: You should absolutely speak with your doctor about appropriate cancer screening. Whether your system is regulated or not, biology can still go off course. And the earlier you catch something, the better your chances of addressing and fixing it.


But here’s where your stress system complicates things:

This kind of nighttime rumination—especially when chronic—can amplify health anxiety, disconnect you from your body, and land you in a spiral of constant panic over every twinge or symptom.


You start feeling like your body is an unreliable narrator. Or worse, like you're stuck doing a group project with the one person who won’t contribute—your own nervous system.

That’s why learning to tune in, understand your body’s signals, and regulate from the inside out changes everything.



Grounding your body + brain for real sleep


This won’t fix every fear. But it creates the internal foundation your system needs to stop cortisol from amplifying those 2 AM thoughts.


You don’t need another podcast or mindset mantra before bed. You need biology on your side.



Here’s how to start:


🌀 Evening Movement

Light-to-moderate movement (like yoga, Pilates, or walking) 2+ hours before bed has been shown to reduce cortisol and improve sleep quality.


🌀 Sleep Hygiene (yes, it still matters)

• Dim the lights 1–2 hours before bed.

• Go to sleep at the same time every night.

• Skip caffeine and screens in the evening.

• Hydrate earlier in the day.

• Leave your phone in another room if you can.


Simple rhythms send powerful signals to your nervous system. And trust is built on rhythm.



Tonight’s 3-Step Reset


Move for 20 minutes (evening walk or gentle yoga).

✅ Breathe deeply for 5 (inhale for 4, exhale for 6).

✅ Write down 3 worries looping in your head—so your brain knows it’s been heard.


You don’t need a full life overhaul. You just need a reset rhythm your body can rely on.



Want more?

If you want weekly insights, calm-in-your-pocket tools, and a reset strategy that works with your biology—not against it—join The Biological Leadership Brief below.



We’ll retrain your system together, one grounded step at a time.


Xoxo,

Dr. Kat


Tonight’s Reflection:

What is your body really trying to tell you at 2 AM—and how can you start listening differently?


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